i hate choo,
and i mean it this time

im so LOVEsick righttt,
kcus i jusss saw walk to remember,
ahhh,
love sick
makes ma heart feel lighttt and floatyy
and it feels likei cant breath properly

i noticedd how distracted i am
and how i get amazed wit tha smallest thingss,
i neeeda concentrate
and focus.
now
wakeup from ma other world

you never realize how important someone is
til
they re gone

shes a gurll that looks happy
but really
reallly,
shes broken inside

its hard to breathhh
ma hands jus shakee,
its jusss everything
hurts
and it hurts inside so much that its harderr to breathhh

im soo bored thesee days LOL

i dont understand anything
but i do

backkyardddd

it hurts to know
the truth

candy=mycomfort

endless fighting
endless
yelling
screamingg
im sick of it
i need a rest
i need to runaway
i need to leave

He's the one that kept us together
We need you

today was tha worse
ever

sometimes
always
never
forever

you know that feeling?
when you just want to cry
cry so hard
but you cant
so you hold it in
and your lips just start to shake
kcus you were holding it in for so long
and later
tears
start fall from your eyes
and you know its wrong
but you know
you cant help
it
you just cant help it
when it hurts so bad
inside,
you cant control it.
and you cant get a hold of it.
it hurts doesnt it?
it hurts a lot?

giving up
on what i believe
in
giving up in life
giving up in dreams
giving up my family
giving up everything
and
giving up God,
im not gonna giveup
ever
because im never giving up on God,

confused.
and hopeless
what can i do now?

i want
iwant
iwant

i made tha dinner today, haaah it was fun

sometimes you dont realize
what you say
and
you think
wow
im sucha dumb***
,,
why did i say that
why>
why hmm,
idontknow
tha tongue is the evilest part of our body.
say things carefully?
and think-
think more
and talk

tha only thing you can fear is fear itself---