jinner=besfren4evar
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my family is
tight
cool
weird
funny
lovable
cute
mean
ugly
corny
strong
loud
weak
happy
sad
angry
shy
annoying
and so wonderful (ilove you mommy&daddy&"poomin")
they love me no matter what stupid thing i do or say to them.

imake jinner
mad
i make her sad
i make her dissappointed
i make her want to hurt me
i do many things wrong
and tend to say tha wrong things too
without thought
and just put into action
i will fix this
my new goal for the summer
change to become a better person
friends help you realize your flaws at times
and teach you things you never knew about yourself
friends will always be there and have "your back"
friends have a shoulder a to cry on
friends are something so wonderful
and amazing
im glad to have a friend

my light was burned out
by someone
i used to love

mentally weak,(J)
physically weak
mentally hurt
mentally in painn

tha day goes by slower
and
slo
w
er

idont want to be pushed around
idont want to be stepped on

i mish you
a
lot
i cant stop thinking about you
i hate to
know
that your gone

this world is filled with complications
iwish it wasnt
iwant life to be simple and easy
but
that will never happen
never

"He will not let you be tempted any more than you can take
But when you are tempted, God will give you a way out so
that you can stand up under it"

i repeat this verse to myself everyday
read it everyday
it shows me hope

i hate it when people compare you with others
and tell you that, that person is so much better than you
i hate it when people disencourages you.
makes me feel like im worthless and pathetic and stupid
but
i do it too
hypocrites
iknow
i am one too
but who isnt?

im afraid of this big cruel world
ihate being the word
vunerable

it was fun
for a while
until everything changed
love
disappeared
hurtcame
ijust dontknow what to do anymore
im confused