today was one of those days
when i jusss laughed like crazzzy
til ma tummy hurt
til i cried
til it made ma day,
inever get those types of days anymore
iwish i could have em more
iwish

i thought you were
feeeling
not so good
thas
why
i said it
but now
i feel stupid
kcus i feel like im her

lovesick

saw that person
feeling:shocked
said: omgg hiii
walked away
dad said hi
and i said hi
and we said bye
and tha dogs are cute

failure is impossible

goodstuff:
GOODNIGHT&GOOODMORNING texts.
warmteddybearhugs.
lotslots of rain
applle juice
good books that mean goodstuff
music with good beats.
hellos
doodles
nice new people
cold days
covering yourself with a blanket when tha airconditioner is on
longg phone convos.
loveletters.
cornyjokes
random surprises
a "just kcus" gift from a close frend.



badstuff:
goodbyes.
awkward silences and awkward people
when you say hi but the other person ignores you.
hothot weather.
sunnydays.
warm water
badhair days
when you wear tha wrong outfit.
when you walk alone to class.
when you say something stupid
presentations infront of people.
oily faces.
pimples in tha most random places.
mean haircutt ladies.
bad haircuts
when theres no money in your wallet.
dry eyes.
when water gets on yor glasses

i
can
and will be
stronger
than you have ever
known before
its gonna happen
soon
so dont wait for it
you wont see it coming
your gonna be shocked and surprised

it started
and it ended
so fast
idont even remember
you
or me
or what we did together
its like
tho
se
memor
ies
didnt matter
its like
i didnt matter
to you,
im nothing
right?

im gonna gonna make ya mine,,

lol,
nervousss game.
made ma day

some pichars i took at the monterey bay aquarium.
i love aquariums, take me there.
sea horses=favanimal

tha coolest jellyfish i have ever seen

i love tha feeling of starfish

He's like medicine
He;; cures me
He heals me
He knows what to say
because "He" knows me
He knows what im thinking
He knows how i feel
Hes there when im sad
He knows when im heppy
He knows when im sad
He knows what i like
He knows how to make me smile
He's the shoulder i could cry on
Hes always there,
But then what happens when that "He" is taken away from you?
You feel like your life is ending.
without him, you cant process
you cant control yourself
because He was your everything
and He was your besfren,
mixed feelings and broken hearts will always come
but then they will always go
Have Hope, and Just hold on, Hold on just a little bit longer
Because I know you can do it. encouragement helps a lot.
Stay Strong

do you see that quote above me ? ^^^^^^^^^^
i love that quote
it means so much
with simple words
i think i need Hope
right now

i hate her ,
i hate her
i hate her
i hate
her SO
much
ihate her
im sick of her
im sick of being with her
im sick of talkin to her
im sick of seeing her
i hate her
not dislike
but i hate
her
later
im prolly gonna regret writing this
i love her
ilove her i love her
i hate her
its weird
iknow
you cant understand
no one can
its "complicated" people would say.

its over now

itsss beeen betterr

better day,
music helps
a
L
O
T
,,
currently listening to regina spektor.

im movingggg